Starise

Guard Girl. Karate Kid. SuperWhoLock. Cumberbabe♥. Bohemian Spirit. Fitness. Theatre.
Being “average” scares me. That word means that I’ve conformed to society. It means that I am incapable of achieving greatness.  “Average” is one thing that I do not strive to be.

Being “average” scares me. That word means that I’ve conformed to society. It means that I am incapable of achieving greatness. “Average” is one thing that I do not strive to be.

That WHAP life tho.

That WHAP life tho.

So today is gonna be a relax and study day… Lets see how that works out….

Lets see if I can make it on the board in WHAP this week. 😏

So today is gonna be a relax and study day… Lets see how that works out…. Lets see if I can make it on the board in WHAP this week. 😏

I’m crying over my exhaustion. Just last week… Just…

Friday-practice
Saturday- marching competition AND a football game
Sunday- 6 hour spinathon
Monday- took about 4 naps in 10 hours, still was exhausted. 
Tuesday- practice caught me off guard and karate and since my teachers said they wouldn’t see me today for PSAT, i got a crap ton of hw!
Wednesday-PSAT, marching showcase, finish all the hw… I hate this.

I’m crying over my exhaustion. Just last week… Just… Friday-practice Saturday- marching competition AND a football game Sunday- 6 hour spinathon Monday- took about 4 naps in 10 hours, still was exhausted. Tuesday- practice caught me off guard and karate and since my teachers said they wouldn’t see me today for PSAT, i got a crap ton of hw! Wednesday-PSAT, marching showcase, finish all the hw… I hate this.

"I remain still as the Earth’s forces rocks me from side to side with it’s unexpected forces. And in those moments of brief observation, peace descends on me through the pattering chaos of rain."

-My journal (13/10/14)

"I remain still as the Earth’s forces rocks me from side to side with it’s unexpected forces. And in those moments of brief observation, peace descends on me through the pattering chaos of rain." -My journal (13/10/14)

From my latest on my blog. Go check it out! Link is in the bio 😃

From my latest on my blog. Go check it out! Link is in the bio 😃

So I was helping out with freshman orientation while wearing my supernatural anti possession necklace. This kid asks me,”Is that a pentagram?” I told him, “No! Well…. Kinda… But… It’s not… But… Um…. ” I was at a total lost for words to explain this symbol without having to take 3 years explaining the plot of supernatural. So I just settled on saying,” I don’t worship Satan.” but then I remembered when Lucifer was using Sam as a vessel, and I do somewhat worship the Winchesters. So I started to try to explain how I didn’t worship the devil but for a while, I found him pretty damn attractive without trying to sound like i was insane. So long story short, that kid and the whole group of freshman believed i needed to be admitted into a psych ward…. The struggles of defending a somewhat fucked up fandom….

humansofnewyork:

"She was filled with regret before she died. She felt like she’d failed us as a mother tremendously.""Did she say something to you about it?""She never said anything, so I don’t have any tangible proof that she had regrets. But she had a very bad substance abuse problem. And I know she always wanted to be a good mother. So I separate my mom from her disease. I always imagine that my mom and an alcoholic were living in the same body. And I know that my mom loved us. And that she hated the alcoholic."

humansofnewyork:

"She was filled with regret before she died. She felt like she’d failed us as a mother tremendously."
"Did she say something to you about it?"
"She never said anything, so I don’t have any tangible proof that she had regrets. But she had a very bad substance abuse problem. And I know she always wanted to be a good mother. So I separate my mom from her disease. I always imagine that my mom and an alcoholic were living in the same body. And I know that my mom loved us. And that she hated the alcoholic."